The lack of blogging is not because I lack thins to say. Its quite the opposite really, I have so much to say I dont even know where to begin. I had great plans drawn out in my head to write all thats been going on, but I never felt I had the words to say it. Or that words would be enough. Now that the moment has come and gone many times over, I can not go back and try to save it by making the best post ever in the history of blogs. Instead, I will just stop putting off writing anything on here and write about the here and now. Maybe all my thoughts, emotions, photos, stories, the new things Ive learned and so on will show up here someday. As of now, they simply cant. You, dear reader, wouldnt want the verbal vomit that would be my attempt to try and catch you up on my days that have not been captured here. I do want to thank those who have been so close along side me as this space has been silent. Recalling past month’s events to a dear old friend today really reminded me of all of your kindness and I thank you so so so much for it. From the things I didnt know I needed, for praying for my family whom desperately need it. So, in the few tiny words that dont seem enough, but come from my heart, thank you so very much.

Lately, I have still been keeping up with the run/walk. Some days are better than others (like today, totally kicked my butt and reminded me of why I truely do hate working out) but Im enjoying the outside time if nothing else. My neighborhood is loaded with gorgeous trees that cover the roads as a shade for my walk/runs. They cant not however, cover the humidity that is creeping in on North Carolina warning me that summer is right around the corner. This is just to line up with tomorrow being Senior Sunday at church. Class of 2009 will stand before the church on stage and I will sit before them being as proud as ever of each single one of them, and try not to cry. Looking back on my blog from last year I didnt even mention Seniors stuff that over takes the month of May for me. Dont get me wrong when I answer “Im really busy with Senior stuff.” I love every single bit of it. I love planning stuff for the Seniors, I love being with them as their parents bless them onto their new season in life. I love spending a weekend with them in hopes it helps them prepare for college. You forget somehow in spending time with them and building relationships that they will graduate high school and go on to grow outside of all you’ve known them in. And its so good for them to do this, but, as my friend and partner in crime at the church said last year “They break your heart every year.”