the dreaming tree

even though she told me to say this, mic! is amazing…she really is. she’s a really fun person to talk to, plus she freakin’ goes to school in scotland. how cool is that? so, if you have never heard of her, please, for the love of your well-being, go visit her site and talk to her. you won’t regret it. and neither will i. there’s a link over on the left. now that i have that out of the way…no, just kidding…she really is puddle-wonderful.

to shift gears a bit…i’m afraid i’m in a bit of a hole, too. seems like many people i know have been stuck in a rut recently, and it is very frustrating to not be able to do anything. especially when i’m falling down in the dark, too. so how do we help each other? what do you say when you don’t feel like offering advice, giving comfort, or you want to be the one crying, and not the one who’s shoulder is being cried upon. i love being able to discuss with friends about intimate issues…i hate being so far away the best i can do is talk to them on the phone. the really funny thing is that many of my closest friends right now are people i’ve never “met.” that’s right…i’m an internet junkie, with internet friends. but take it from someone who knows…this state of affairs is thirty times better than what i had in high school…nothing. although i can get very depressed about my state of affairs, i find great amounts of solace in this online community that i call family. it gives me something to smile about at the end of the day, even when my “real” life seems to be crashing down around me. thanks you guys. now if i can only figure out a way to drop everything here, with as few negative ramifications as possible, and move to argentina, everything will be ok. peace to you all.