well…i’ve been looking back at old entries, and i always seem to be so depressing. i’m sure most people don’t want to hear about someone else’s depressing life, but i can’t help it. i mean, did i start this journal to impress people, or send a message to certain people? the truth is…yes, i did. …
for those that don’t know, i’m in a rock band. the other night (aug. 25th to be exact), we got the chance to open for blessid union of souls (yeah, the “hey leonardo” guys). here’s how it went… AMAZING. everything was totally amazing…except for blessid union of souls. but i’ll get to that in a …
it’s all fakethis isn’t methat you seejust someone i thought you’d likedo you know who i really am?i cry because i’m alonewhy even try?i’m hidden behind a veiltoo thin to hide the liea false image created in who’s image?if only it was realand i could change the shell of me
i’ve been thinking that i should take a break from the online community. not just cc.net, but IM and maybe even e-mail. i seem to be so consumed and dedicated to preserving whatever it is i have online, that i neglect real-life friendships and responsibilities. my soul longs to be loved, just as any human’s, …
i realized why i like the cc.net board community so much. why i “hang out” so often and for so long. it’s because i’ve never had a community that i was a part of. i wasn’t part of any group in high school, i’m not now…but this virtual world allows me the chance to be …
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