i can’t remember the last time i was thinking this way but you can’t see that in spite of all i’ve tried and i wanted to be, but just didn’t know how, to understand you as any less than my best friend. it could just be a notion inside an empty smile, full of heartache …
i’m not sure why i let myself get carried away into fantasy realities with such a long shot of fruition. i become so confident that i’ve figured out what the future holds that i wash away the nagging voice and replace it with someone so sure of success that the slightest perceived setback produces devestation. …
hey, if any of y’all have an extra 2 minutes, stop by this site: here and vote for my band, mayor dave and the shorter ones, in the competition. you have to register to vote, but it takes like five seconds. i’d really appreciate y’all supporting my band. if we make it big, we’ll mention …
guys…i am freakin tired. so, in case you were hoping for an update, here it is: all i’m doin is workin and sleepin…and of course playing frisbee every tuesday and thursday. being a rockstar without a working band is hard, sometimes. but i press on.
here i am…trying to be cool… it was a fun show, the one in bryant, i just wish (desperately) that it wasn’t the last show the world will ever see of the original mayor dave lineup. next post…something deep…
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