yeah
i just got in from delivering papers in the pouring rain. what an adventure. in other news, i’m considering a transfer. i know it sounds ridiculous that after spending five years at one school, i would leave to finish my last year, but it is something that i have to take a look at. the reason? well, to be honest (and that’s all i’ll ever be on this program), i failed some classes. yeah, not one or two, but some. basically this creates a situation where it is impossible for me to finish in one semester, whether i stay or go, and the simple fact is that i cannot afford ouachita any longer now that my scholarships are gone. plus, since my dad is employed by the university of arkansas, i would receive a 40% or so discount on tuition. the other thing to consider is that i really haven’t liked ouachita for a few years now. pretty much i’ve been sticking it out because i hate quitting stuff, which is, i guess, how i view a transfer for some reason. but the more i think about it, the more it seems like a good idea. i’ve gotta figure out what God thinks about it, though. i have to consider how hard it might be to adjust to a new school, and one where i would potentially only remain at for two semesters (i might stay and get a masters). i do happen to know a decent amount of people that go to arkansas, even one in the music department, so it wouldn’t be completely cold there. plus, they have an orchestra that i could play in and i could forever leave behind wind ensemble, which i hate. another thing is that i grew up wanting to be a razorback and now i have that chance. i would actually get to go see a razorback football game and experience being at a large-ish university with sports teams that people care about. and maybe i could even play on the ultimate frisbee team (known as ludicrous speed). hmmm…there’s a lot to consider, and this blog post was kinda me getting those thoughts on…screen.

Sounds like your heart and mind have already moved on….might be time for your body to follow!
Sometimes, “quitting” (which I don’t think it is) is the best option. I think it sounds like a great idea. But that’s just me.
Not that my opinion really matters a whole lot, but I think this is a great decision for you. I have always thought that you would be happier at Uof A, and pretty much wondered why you stuck around for the past couple of years. I know that you will truly seek to follow what God’s will is in your life, and I pray that over you.