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By david On September 22nd, 2004it’s so easy to believe in myself at times like this. i’m riding a high from a terrific weekend and feeling pretty good about who i am and who i’ve impressed. this is very dangerous, because i am forgetting that, without God, i am nothing. i can try really hard and maybe convince a few people that i am worth something, but in fact i will eventually fall flat on my face, and in the meantime, even, will be miserable.
it’s so easy to thank God in the good times and blame him in the hard times. right now i am feeling wonderful. i’m feeling grateful. i’m feeling hopeful. the sad thing is that something trivial will rear its head next week and i will forget all this and begin crying out to God, “why have you forsaken me?” God has never and will never forsake me. how i forget this, i do not know. perhaps it is because i still want to control my own destiny. perhaps in my heart of hearts i have yet to relinquish full control to God Almighty. i need to reminded daily of who i am without Christ. everytime i consider that, i am driven back to the cross, seeking forgiveness for abadoning God.
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