the dreaming tree

i almost wrote a long rant about how joel osteen is what’s wrong with christianity in america today.

then i realized that i’m what’s wrong with christianity. and the world. i loathe my self-rightousness, my unbelief and my callousness, my contempt and unlove for others. there are things i disagree with about mr. osteen’s ministry and his book, things that i think are detrimental to the growth of the kingdom, but i don’t know that it’s my place to vigorously criticize him. maybe instead i should be worried about how i am furthering God’s kingdom, and how he has called me to impact my world.

that said, perhaps i will write a bit about what i find troubling in modern american christianity. and remember that i am as guilty as any other of distorting God’s truth, abandoning him to “save” myself in certain situations and seeking vain things.

christianity is not about feeling better about yourself. i just went to mr. osteen’s church’s website, and the heading there is “discover the champion in you.” exactly who is it they’re claiming to worship over there? which gospel do they proclaim? because there is no champion in you. there is no gospel in you…me. the point of christianity is that Jesus is the champion and only redeemer for sinners. and we’re all sinners. and yes, it’s offensive to us (to me), but it’s the truth. there is nothing we can do to save ourselves, and no inner strength from which to draw. preaching about anything less than the supremacy of God and his glory in all things…is a lie.

from the website, a summary of his book your best life now devotional: “In his new book, Joel Osteen prepares us to embrace the life God intended us to have. His 90 days of motivational thoughts, inspirational messages, and Scripture verses will strengthen our beliefs–both in God, in others, and in ourselves–and only then will we be able to rise above our obstacles and live in health, abundance, and victory.” um…no. the life God intended us to have is found in Christ alone, and that may not mean we will “live in health, abundance, and victory.” in fact, christians are promised suffering: “yes, and all who desire to live godly in Christ Jesus will suffer persecution” 2 timothy 3:12. Christ suffered and he was perfectly in the will of the Father, in all things…was he missing out on something more that God promised? no. and neither are we when we are in Christ. from derek webb: “the floodwaters of blessings have already been given to you and they were given to you the day that you received Christ, the day that you obtained his righteousness as your own was the day that you received all the blessings, all the rewards, all the inheritance. There is nothing more, please never let anyone tell you that there is…”

i guess i just get a little upset when churches proclaim this doctrine of prosperity. when i hear that 11.000 people went last night to hear him preach in my hometown, i get nervous about what he taught them. because we are always looking for something more, aren’t we? we want to hear that God is going to rain down all these “blessings” on us; that we will prosper according to the world’s definition…at least i do. our society is obsessed with seeking riches, and despite the biblical teaching that that is not proof of salvation, so many christians, i’m afraid, equate it as such. and so many use christianity as an excuse to hearken after rewards because they have been faithful and deserve it, when, in fact, the opposite is true. this does not mean that being rich is a sin, but desiring that above all else, and believing that being a christian entitles you to worldly wealth, is.

i wrote more than i intended, but i couldn’t help myself, because it stirs me so.

blessed are the poor in spirit, for theirs is the kingdom of heaven.

more derek webb:

What looks like failure is success
And what looks like poverty is riches
When what is true looks more like a knife
It looks like you’re killing me
But you’re saving my live

chorus:
But I give myself to what looks like love
And I sell myself for what feels like love
And I pay to get what is not love
And all just because I see things upside down

What looks like weakness can do anything
And what looks like foolishness is understanding
When what is powerful has not come to fight
It looks like you’re going to war
But you lay down your life

What looks like torture is a time to rejoice
What sounds like thunder is a comforting voice
When what is beautiful looks broken and crushed
And I say I don’t know you
But you say it’s finished

–”what is not love”