tired
I have been sitting here looking at this very blank screen. There is so much on my heart and in my head that I want to share, but I feel like I have run out of words.
Iam weary. I am tired. In every way possible. I am sad, and I am drained, and I feel emtionally overloaded. I am so tired my whole body hurts. I am tired of thinking, and tired of feeling. I am tired of doubting, and tired of trusting. I am tired of fighting, and tired of letting go.
I need to sleep, because I havent slept in a while, but I cant make the world stop long enough to close my eyes.
What I am most greatful for at moments like these is the belief in something so much bigger then myself. I know that trials will come and go, and I will be stronger for them… and while I may feel very battle weary and tire at this moment, I know my strength does not come from myself
Isaiah 40
28 Do you not know?
Have you not heard?
The LORD is the everlasting God,
the Creator of the ends of the earth.
He will not grow tired or weary,
and his understanding no one can fathom.
29 He gives strength to the weary
and increases the power of the weak.
30 Even youths grow tired and weary,
and young men stumble and fall;
31 but those who hope in the LORD
will renew their strength.
They will soar on wings like eagles;
they will run and not grow weary,
they will walk and not be faint.
