Narcoleptic.
Life is hard for me to understand sometimes. My life, specifically. Why do I feel the way I feel? Why am I nervous around people I respect? What’s with the constant blushing? I have a lot of questions like that.
I’m so tired, but I can’t bring myself to go to bed. If I go to bed, it will be tomorrow sooner. I wish I was like Evie from “Out of This World” and could put my index fingers together to freeze time.
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You are who you are.
so funny… i usually can’t wait to go to bed so that it’s tomorrow sooner. weird.
I stay up every chance I get.. and welcome tomorrow.. I do the same thing.. I blush a lot for some reason.. and I get really embarrased for other people… I dont know.. I agree with geof.. we are who we are…
yes… we are who we are. true true.
at least i have my nice rear-end to console me.
“nice rear-end”… just going to step back and leave that one be… apparantly married life breeds boldness
I think respect fosters nervousness because respect generally comes from finding something admirable and almost unattainable in another… typically it also happens to be an aspect that we struggle with in our own life which makes it seem that much more unattainable…
so to rephrase… the sense that something desirable is unattainable breeds nervousness…
so realize two things…. first, there are a lot of people who admire you (and one who has vowed to do so for the rest of your life), so you may inspire that nervousness in others, and second, realize that the things that you admire in those people you respect are attainable… it’s only the false sense that you could never be like them that causes that nervous feeling…
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Kathleeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeen, we miss you. Or at least I do.
sadly, i have no TIME to post! argh.