Laden with Thoughts

Proof of happiness.

I spend a lot of time feeling unworthy of the gifts I have. And I spend a lot of time feeling like a failure. If you read this blog at all, you know that.

Today I decided I’ve had enough. Enough of the whining and the self-deprecation. I know that in life, sometimes, I’ll mess up. Sometimes I won’t feel like a good person. Sometimes I won’t feel like a good wife, or mother, or cook, or house cleaner. But today… today?

Today I feel full. Full of love. Full of pride. Full of happiness! Let me give you a few reasons why:

Liam peekaboo

My boy loves to play PEEKABOO! But more than that…

Liam book

My boy loves to read. All. The. Time.

Maeve is proud

My little girl can almost crawl, and she is a proud little thing. I want to pinch her nose.

Junk in da trunk

And you know what else she’s proud of? She’s got some junk in the trunk. Go white girl!

Josh hat

And last, but certainly not least, I have a man who loves me. I have a man who loves our children. I have a man who loves cashmere hats.

Yes, I am a happy woman.

3 Comments so far

  1. TWIN! January 17th, 2008 10:34 am

    It’s almost spooky how much Liam looks like Josh in that first photo!

  2. Geof F. Morris January 17th, 2008 1:12 pm

    Nice!

  3. Chrissy January 18th, 2008 7:15 am

    Really great post, Kat. I hope for more and more days full of love for you!

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