Archive for November, 2004

A Day of Thanks…and Other Stuff

Saturday, November 27th, 2004

I had the honor of spending Thanksgiving Evening with Kenny’s family at their house in Orange, with his folks, his grandma, cousin and his new wife, sisters, uncles, and lots of good food. 8o) By the time I finally arrived everyone had already eaten and gotten to hear a fun speech about wine and the complexities therein, and sampled a fun $200 bottle of dessert wine (that was quite fantabulous, by the way; a delightfully floral and fragrant bouquet, very little tannins, and a taste that livened up the taste buds, especially when accompanied by something sweet and smooth…), and we were ready to settle in for a night of Balderdash, wine, laughter and silliness…and of course, thanks.

I was late (what else is new?), but this time I had a pretty valid reason. You see, the last year and a half of my life I spent living with an older lady from church, and most of us affectionately called her by her better-known-title, Nonie. Nonie is the Italian word for Grandma, and that’s what she became for me over the last 18 months or so. Well Sunday evening I received a pretty saddening e-mail from our Children’s Director at LFBC telling me that Nonie’s health had taken a drastic turn for the worse—she had been diagnosed with Pancreatic Cancer and, after slipping into a morphine-induced coma, was not expected to live through the night. By the next morning she was still hanging on, and Pastor Sam was able to rouse her enough to get a bit of a response from her, although she wasn’t fully cognizant. The medical staff was certain that when the morphine was wearing off she could hear, but she was unable to function enough to converse. By Tuesday Pastor Sam had made me aware of the fact that Nonie was reacting very badly to any attempts to feed her (or do anything else—save medicate), so the plan of action was to keep her comfortable, but stop the intravenous feeding and let her go. On Wednesday I was able to leave for Lindsay after work, and Thursday (Thanksgiving) head to Kaweah Delta and visit with Nonie and say my last good-byes while she was still here. I arrived about 1:35 or so and stayed with her until after 2:10, talking a bit with her, holding her hand, crying through “It Is Well With My Soul” for a few verses, and generally saying good-bye as best I could. I left a note for the family and made my way outside and on my way back to Orange to meet up with the Masciana’s, as the rest of my family was scattered about with their own Thanksgiving plans with their families. I found out today (Friday, as this is when I’m typing this) after a phone conversation with Donna (Nonie’s daughter) that shortly after I left, around 4:00 pm to be more precise, Nonie left this earth to be home with the Lord. I was one of the last few people, save the medical staff, who got to see Nonie alive.

‘Tis another bittersweet time in my life, but at least briefly I got to know a grandmother as I’ve never known any of my real grandma’s, blood or marriage. But God is sovereign, and he allowed me time with a gracious lady to know and be known by, and for that I am very thankful.

With that I bid you all a very blessed night, and many precious years with those you love.

thoughts

Monday, November 15th, 2004

Sleep escapes me, so I sit.

I was going through a couple of small boxes that contain a bunch of photos from the last year or so of life. Lots of things have happened, and only a few of ‘em are captured on film. Have you ever thought much about that? That’s the beauty of a photograph: it takes a little sliver of time and removes it from the flow of life that passes us right by and saves it for time untold. I’ve heard folks say, “Take a picture; it lasts longer.” Quite true in some respects, and yet, the picture remains but not the actual event. Huh. Sometimes this is a good thing. Like bad days. They came to pass. It went away. Thank you, buh bye. And sometimes this is not always as good a thing. Like good times that are no longer possible because of people or relationships or phases that are no more. But without the passing of time we couldn’t look forward to new memories, new phases, new relationships, new days. I like that tomorrow isn’t promised to us, and neither is what it may hold. Hmm, what are we going to do tonight, Brain?

Something interesting to think about: “People are like tea bags; you don’t know what they’re made of until you see them in hot water.”

Interesting. Have you been in hot water lately? What does that say about what you’re made of? I’m seeing myself in different lights (or waters, as the metaphor requires…) over the last few months, and I’m seeing room for improvement. There’s nothing so sobering, or humbling, as finding out you’re not all that you thought you were. But that reality is not a picture, it’s life, and it changes. What was it yesterday? What is it today? What will I make it tomorrow? Thank you, LORD, that your love and mercy prove new every morning! If you can overlook me and my mistakes on a daily basis, can’t I?

If that doesn’t do more than just give you warm fuzzies, go see a professional, ’cause you need help. And I need sleep. So g’night all. Maybe I’ll finally drop into beautiful REM before long! That’d rock my nose. Maybe even literally! (do I snore? iono… but I do know that I talk in my sleep. So perhaps it’d rock my tongue. um, no) Hmm. Yeah.

8o)

or how ’bout…

Zzzz…8o)

Lots of lattes…

Friday, November 12th, 2004

Good bright and early morning to y’all! Iono what time I’ll post this, but it’s before 9:00 am for me, and I’ve already finished up with my four hour shift at Starbucks and I’ve got the rest of my day ahead of me! It was my first day working behind these espresso machines, and I quite enjoyed it. They’re not like the La Marzocco machines that I’m used to, which are more manually operated as opposed to push-buttton, but these sure are quicker! I messed up a few drinks…oops! But it’s nice trying to get back in to the swing of things. I like the drive early morning and late morning, but the mid-mornings are a bear to get through traffic, so I’ll make sure to put in my request to have the easier-to-drive shifts, but we’ll just have to see.

K, scratch that… It’s now after 7:15 and I never made it to Kenny’s place. He met me at momma’s, and we did some running around, got some computers and cd drives and other misc stuff from his old boss, Randy, introduced him to my Starbucks, and I’m ‘bout ready to crash so I can be refreshed for another early morning!

Blessings on y’all…

8o)

Again…

Tuesday, November 9th, 2004

Living in Orange County, California, living at home with momma, working with coffee, riding a 450 Honda motorcycle…all this so far sounds familiar to me, and many of you could have guessed I’ve lived much of this before.

After a 3 ½ year move to Lindsay I’m back in Orange County quite enjoying myself and looking forward to getting some things taken care of and done! It was time to move back home, and I’m glad to be with momma, as she was living alone in a four-bedroom house with things un-taken care of. So I’m around as much as a 23 year-old is when his best friend lives 17 miles away and he himself works 25 miles away from the house. It’s a little weird getting back into the groove of a “job” as opposed to office hours where I all but lived in my office. I’m glad for the structure, and I’m glad for the freedom of ‘set hours’ that are rigid and flexible at the same time. And I’m glad that when I leave work I can leave it behind and not have to think twice about it. Right now I need that.

I’m sure there’ll be more to come, but nothing profound tonight. I just wanted to drop a note and let everyone know that I’m back in town, my cross-country trip was very, very cool and I’m organizing photos that I’ll post a link to when I get ‘em up online, and perhaps I’ll post a note to walk y’all through ‘em in a fairly orderly fashion. 8oP For now that’s about it. I hope all is well on your ends, and that you are keeping your eyes open to seeing all the blessings that you’re already getting!

In case you didn’t notice, I had a new post just before this one, so check it out, too!

8o)

Training for Star $$$

Tuesday, November 9th, 2004

So yesterday I’ve had more training with my new employer, Starbucks Coffee Company! Anyone in or around the Los Angeles area (specifically Torrance, Del Amo, South Bay area) come visit me at Sepulveda and Anza! From the 405 take the Carson St. exit Westbound about five miles or so, at Hawthorn Boulevard turn Left, then at Sepulveda turn Right and watch for the Starbucks on the near, right-hand corner at Anza. Your guess is as good as mine as to when I’ll be working specifically, as my shifts thus far are all over the board, but I’d be happy to see you!

There are all sorts of new buttons and changes since the last time I worked for Starbucks, but I’m already getting the feel for the menus and screens, so I don’t think it’ll be too much work. I’m quite enjoying the atmosphere of the coffee business again. It’s upbeat, smells really good, I work with a bunch of fun folks, and I love working with people! I don’t know whether this will end up being a full-time career for me in the future or not, but the company is good to its partners (what Starbucks calls its employees) and offers good benefits. Right now it’s what I need, and I’m glad for it. I don’t know what God has in store for the future, but I am enjoying now, and preparing for whatever is to come.

8o)