A Teddy Lover’s Travels…

No class again today. She wrote on our class homepage that we had class, but there is none and I’m here yet again. So very annoyed right now.

Every morning when I wake up I call the school cancelation line. This morning I called it and my Lit Class was still on. When I got here it was canceled. The internet at home is not working so I stayed here anyways to surf the net.
I just feel kind of stupid about all of this. Oh well, I guess it is not that important after all. I get to go home in less than an hour.

I have always had trouble making friends. Since I started school this year I have had to make many new friends. For me this is hard not because I’m shy, but because I’m not always very good at knowing who I should and should not talk to. The last thing I want to do is fall in with the wrong crowd.
I have made a few friends, my friend Kasey is the one who stands out the most. She seems like someone who I could remain friends with. She doesn’t even live to far from here and we’ve shared some good times together.
Then there is Lindsey, she and I have not always gotten along, but I think that is over now. We have gotten passed that. We were laughing and having a good time together the other day.
I’ll always have my closest friends, Erik, Rachel, Mike (and Emma) my other friends too, you know who you are. But it feels good to have friends of my own. This entry is abiout my new friends, mostly Kasey. I hope that someday soon my other friends can meet at least Kasey.

So I’m 22 now. My birthday is over now for the most part. I didn’t get a lot of stuff, but I got enough. Erik is taking me to the Zoo tomorrow, I love the Zoo. He also got me a nice card, flowers and candy, $20.00 from my grandma, and new clothes from Mike and Rachel.
I’m just waiting for my new shoes from my parents and anything else that anyone is giving me. I got lots of nice myspace comments. I’m not sure what else to even expect.
Now I get to go home and clean up the apartment. I’m not looking foward to it at all. Well I better go and do something productive.

Last night my parents took me to dinner for my 22nd birthday which is on Tuesday. It’s been a very good year. Starting with plamning my wedding. Then getting married and moving out of my parents’ house for good.
It will have been two years ago tomorrow that Erik and I went on our first date. It seems like so much longer ago than that. It seems like he has always been there.
This year there was also the birth of my Goddaughter, Emma Rhea Kioski, who is named after me. I’m wodering what the next big change is going to be in my life. I know that I have grown a lot in this last year and I’m waiting to see how much more I grow in the next two days. I don’t think it is going to be to much more.
I’m staring to feel old. I’ve been through a lot this last year. I’m going to look towards the next one with wide open eyes.

My three month wedding aniversary. It’s been three months since I’ve walked down the isle. It seems like I’ve been married a lot longer than that. It seems like so long ago that all of this took place.
It’s not that I don’t remember it, it is that it as all over so fast that when you are all done it does not seem that different. I still get to be with my best friend. I still get to go to school. The thing is you spend so much time planning a day that is supposed to be so special, but then when all is said and done it is only the one day that is different.
I love you hun.