A Teddy Lover’s Travels…

It seems that even though I have a blog I don’t update it very often. It’s not that I don’t have time, it just that I’m too busy living life. I feel that in all of my life I have never lived like I have these past few months.
Being married is great and also a lot of work. Without Erik I’m almost postive that life would not be as wonderful as it is. There is no one out there that I love as much as him.
After a lot of thought and prayer, I have decided that I’m not going to be going back to school in the fall. The fact that I can not afford it is only one of the many reasons why I’m not going back. This is a time for me to get to learn more about life, and about myself. I have been in school for about 17 years without a break. I’ll go back at some point and finish since that is what I want to do. I just have to find a job now and I’ll be set for awhile.
Life is crazy, but that is what makes it fun.

Even without work I’ve found ways to keep busy. I still have to keep house and take care of Erik. That is the best job that any girl could ever ask for. He’s been so supportive of me.
Then there is also my two on-line classes. I keep busy doing that. On-line classes are fun because you get to go to class at whatever time of day that you want to. You have to keep track of classes and what is due for yourself.
I’m going to be looking for a job actively after we get back from Chicago. That is where Erik and I will be spending our one year anniversary. The day before we will be attending the renewal of vows of Mike and Rachel.
I will be looking at Target in food ave, boots cosmetics, and other jobs there. We need insurance and Target gives it to part time employees. That is something that Macy’s didn’t do.
There are no hard feelings about what happened. I guess I have just moved on and not worry about it. That is just what I’m going to do.

You’d better believe it, life has gotten pretty crazy. I’m happy to say that I’m back up to 13 hours next week. I have a lot of house work that I had better start working on next week too. I also start my two summer on line classes next week.
My hours for next week are as follows Sunday 2-6, Thursday I have to open so my hours are 7-12, and Saturday 12-4. It will be nice to have that many hours for next week. If any of you would like to stop in and see me and get something to eat please be my guest.
Hun I couldn’t have this job without you because you are my encouragement and you help me get to work. I love you for it.

I’m really liking my job. There is never a dull moment there, and there is always so much to do. I do miss Erik when I’m there. I made my first smoothie alone today.
I have a lot of things going on around me. I’m almost done with school and hopefully I’ll be all graduated by August. That is not why I posted today though.
I work on Monday from 12-4, Tuesday from 12-4 and Saturdy from 2-6. I guess that’s about it.

Let me start off by saying that I no longer feel lost at my job anymore. It’s almost a comfort to be there. I mean I miss Erik, but what wife wouldn’t miss her husband???
I love Erik very much and things are going well for us we’ve been married a little over 8 months, 8 months and 4 days to be exact. I feel that I couldn’t be happier with my life right now. I feel that I’m in a good spot.
School is going well, hopefully I’ll be graduating in August with just my A.A. Degree. I just need to get into one more class for the summer and then hope and pray that I pass. I feel like my life has some direction now, but I don’t know what that direction is just yet.
I just wanted to update a little bit about Marketplace. I miss my old job and I don’t expect the job I have now to take it’s place. I feel that it probably won’t. Then again I can’t tell you for sure either. I’m just happy to be back in the work world again and to help out with the bills. Food is a very hard job because let me tell you hungry people aren’t always that nice to you. But I guess that is one of the things that I still have to get used to.
Next week I don’t work that much mostly due to the fact that Macy’s isn’t open on Sunday due to the fact that it’s Easter. I work 12-4 on Tuesday, my first Tuesday shift ever, and 11:30-3:30 on Saturday.

No class again today. She wrote on our class homepage that we had class, but there is none and I’m here yet again. So very annoyed right now.

Every morning when I wake up I call the school cancelation line. This morning I called it and my Lit Class was still on. When I got here it was canceled. The internet at home is not working so I stayed here anyways to surf the net.
I just feel kind of stupid about all of this. Oh well, I guess it is not that important after all. I get to go home in less than an hour.

Today was my last day of school. Now it’s summer break, woot.

I’m just having a sleepy day. I’m not that tired I’m just kind of tired. I’m sitting in the school computer lab and I just checked one of my grades.
it seems I did really well this semester. I’m happy with all of the grades that I’m getting. I haven’t gotten grades like that since high school.
All in all I’m glad that today is my last day of class and that I only have one day of finals. I get to now focus on this summer. That is not an easy task.

I only have 2 more days left for this semester. One is tomorrow, and the other is a week from tomrrow. I’m hopefully going to be able to graduate in the next year with an A.A. degree.
Tomorrow is my last day of class and I have one day of finals. Another year has been added to my schooling. More updates about school to follow.