Dating…

July 11th, 2004 at 10:07 pm by sillyjoe (Adventures in Randomosity)

I’m pretty jaded when it comes to dating.

Which I know can’t be good since I’m not even 18 yet. I’m not even an official adult yet and I’m already into my early Derek Webb phase.

Isn’t that horrible?

Maybe it’s b/c I’m always around youth group kids who like someone different every week, and I just wanna have one person who I don’t even have to be serious with…I just want to talk, and hang out….maybe cuddle every once in a while…I like to cuddle. But really…what is with the different guy/girl a week thing? That’s messed up!

If you can’t pick a chip and go with it…don’t eat.

2 Comments »

mb said,

July 16th, 2004 at 11:40 pm

When you are, let’s say 18, you still don’t know who you are, or what you are looking for out of a person. We also have the issue of where we try to present ourselves to others as how we think they want to view us, and not as we truely are. All the more so when you don’t know who you are yourself. This means you are in a constant state of flux.

On the flip side of this I could counter with the fact that it’s better to pick up the chip and finding out if it’s worth eating versus not picking it up and then later on regretting it. This past week I spent pretty much all of my waking hours thinking about the long held regret I had for not picking up the chip in regards to a girl all the way back in high school, roughly 14 years ago. Life sucked hard this past week. For the first time ever my constant drinking of bottles of frustration with girls wasn’t cutting it. I almost starting drinking shots of bitterness, but so far I’m holding off going down that road.

I do have to chuckle at the fact that I have regrets that are fairly close in age to how old you are. I do own a pair of Chuck Taylors that are older than you though.

(is talking to the girl and she’s been helping in the healing process)
Katey said,

July 29th, 2004 at 2:02 am

*ahem*
That is all.