make up my mind
in lieu of recent happenings, i sat down to write last night….
How could I have been so naïve again?
I gotta stop listening to all of my friends
They keep getting me into mess after mess
They keep making me chase dress after dress
I dunno why I keep doing this
After all, is it worth it for just a kiss?
I don’t think so anymore
I wanna go home, wanna feel my own floor
I feel alone tonight in this cold dormitory room
I need something tonight to help me make it through
I don’t need drugs or wine to make me have a good time
I just need to make up my mind
It’s not your fault that it worked out this way
So why am I so angry?
I know you didn’t mean to hurt me like you did
But I fell into that trap again
I dunno why I keep doing this
After all, is it worth it for just a kiss?
I don’t think so anymore
I wanna go home, wanna feel my own floor
Don’t know what I want anymore
So I guess I’ll just pick up my feet from the floor
And walk on outta here and find a better place
And I’m gonna make haste
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