Nothing is ever enough…

April 14th, 2005 at 12:32 am by sillyjoe (Church Whatnots, Life and Introspection, Religion)

And you love her
But you know you’ve got to leave her
She’s leaving you with no way out - Derek Webb

So my family’s time at Buffalo Baptist Church has come to an end. The politics of church have taken over the love and community that once was. People who I thought loved and supported us turned their back on us, then turned toward us again, only to spit in our faces. It’s been a rough couple of weeks. I may post a rundown, but it’s not something I feel I can relive now.

Tonight was the first time I attended a church other than Buffalo in five years. It was a strange feeling. To go somewhere, and not be the worship leader. To not be the preacher’s kid. To just be a visitor at this church. I don’t know if I liked it or not. It was so different from where I’ve been for so long now. I hope I can get back to where I can lead others in worship weekly….somewhere. I need that. It’s where I found my strength every week.

To all of those who may read this…please pray for me, my family, and what was once my church. The rebuilding process will be an interesting one for us all.

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