My room mate (I guess I cant call her that anymore can I?) wrote a sweet blog entry about her room mates over the years, ending it with me. I got tears in my eyes as I read it and just missed her more than I did when I saw her driving away this afternoon. I had the idea of writing a blog about her, but I should of done it before going over and reading hers. Now I don’t know what to say, not that I really did before. Driving home from work today I knew she wouldn’t be home when I arrived. I have filled up my evening a small group and in a little bit a movie to watch till the wee hours of the morning (LOTR 3 in change yall are wondering). Its going to be a sad month without her. Emma is here to keep me company, but she makes me miss Carla because shes her cat. Now, this might sound weird, but, its like Emma was Carla and my child or something (just go with me here) so when I see Emma, I think Carla. Her memories fill this apartment, even if her stuff isn’t here. I cant remember the last time I was just so bummed and sad like I am today. I’m excited for her and her adventures in Florida, I just wish that sometimes being a grown up wasn’t so hard.
“So your gone, but I know your not so far away. Your a call on the phone or ride on the plane. But that just isn’t the same, yeah oh well…Cause I’m losing everyone, but I know I can’t lose you…”